Life Changes are Sometimes Good….
Sometimes, life takes turns for the good, but most of the time it goes more towards the bad. There have been some good things happening to me lately.
First and foremost, I finally got my promotion and raise. It took a year to get there, but I’m not making a respectable salary for my job. Scarey, I won’t have to live from paycheck to paycheck eventually, once I get some odds and ends worked out with some really annoying creditors. Eventually, I want to get my own place again. Yeah, it’s nice having someone around, but I also need my own space and I’m feeling a little too claustrophobic at this point. I need some me time, and I’m just not getting it. Besides, she’s really wanting to act like we’re married, when we’re not. It’s getting old real quick.
Second, my puppy seems to be doing a lot better, although she eats like a horse still. The vet put her on some steroids that made her hungry and thursty all the time. It also prompted some food agression, so we’re working on curbing that tendency right now. Maybe now I’ll be able to afford some decent health care for her, and the “good” inssurance, instead of the basic. Yeah, she’s inssured through the AKC.
Thirdly, now that things are coming more together for me, I think it’s helping with my depression. Yeah, life has sucked for so long, I’m kind of scared to get my hopes up too much. I fear that something will happen just like in the past, and there’s not much I can do about it. But still, the optimist in me want to be happy and celebrate my new-found success, but the pessimist in me wants to wait until something pans out. Maybe it’s time to enjoy things as they are for a change, and not worry about what might happen.
Maybe more later….
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